Broke, broke, broke..
the worst month ever..
having $3.40 to survive till 31st..
wat the F*uK?
gotta stay home after work till month end..
perhaps i would die of hunger one of these days..(wahaha!!)
Having no money in your pocket is something terrible..
u can't eat watever u wan..
Go wherever u like..
Do watever u feel..
cos u gonna save and scrimp...
not for rainy days but for the rest of the month..
September, pls be away fast...
btw, pratas are addictive..
REgardin my job..
now they ask me to sign a 2 years contract with the company..
and i think they are not very gd with their promises..
A moment they say one year another they say 2..
how?
2 years ain't short...
and the penalty is $1200 if i breached the contract..
they say they will make sure i become a stylist by CNY(my manager say so)
my boss wanna tok to mi in these few days..
The management keep on callin and ask ..
let me consider for a while more...
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*DUbai*
i was chattin to my fren who was in dubai..
he was sayin y not he get something for me to do there in dubai..
and i go with them to dubai..
but i can't..
i can't leave my mum and my frens..
impossible for me to go..
i'm quite an emotional person..
it's difficult for me to leave for another country without all my frens..
(unless my mum and all my frens are goin there and rusty too...)
then he say y not he setup a salon in sg..
of cos i say good..
then he say he will try..(dunno how true lor..)
maybe hopping over to cyn's hse later..
since i got nothin to do at hm..
Lookin forward to muddy's birthday..
so where are we going to celebrate it?
i guess it would be a rowdy night with 5 dogs running ard(basically onli rusty)
tml is my off day..
thinking of goin to the beach myself to get some tan
i'm simply too fair nowadays..
but i guess the sun would set by the time i wake up..
Joline is going to Dubai next month..
and is for gd..
i mean for work..
she's gonna work there permanently..
and i tot she is only going for shopping there..
she is gonna tender her resignation tml, deferred her studies..
somehow i feel sad about it..
although i should be happy for her cos she would have a better prospect there
but still she is my sister..no matter how we quarrelled and fight..
the same blood is still flowing within us..
it juz feel uneasy for me...
i feel so lonely suddenly..no one would listen to my heart..
no one would comfort me..no one stand by me..
i can only revealed the weak side of me to my pillow and Rusty from then on..
Asked her whether my mum knew abt it and she said she told her
but no reaction from my mum..
i think my mum feel sad deep down..she can't object to the idea..
of cos she wants her daughter's life to be leading better next time..
but none of us had left her side to work in another country..
and somemore it's a few year thats gonna be..
i think i'm gonna stay home more often..
but it's her decision..she made the choice..
Good luck to you and take care, my sister..
Found a new game to play..
it's tough i admit.
tons of bombs needed and upgrading of weapons
i don't even noe wat m i playin..
Very easy for ppl to bomb my ship..
try this game, NAvyfield...
not for those impatiences to try..
Shld i sign another contract with my company?
they are now offering me the contract for junior stylist..
but i must sign another one year bond with them..
i'm actually quite sick of my contract and was so happy that this year end it's finished..and yet now they ask me to consider for this contract..The pros are, if i sign, i can be a junior stylist and maybe a higher pay than now but the cons are, if i dun sign, i would remain as a assistant, be earning lesser.. if i breach the contract, penalty is $1200..if i go to other salon to work, i might have to start from scratch again..even though i have a cert..
This is giving me headaches..
pls help to give me some advices..
a turning point in my career..
think of having a new tattoo..
this time round i feel like going for something big..
And most likely gonna be some japanese pics..
Japanese art tattoo are always my Fav..
i Dunno how would my mum scream if she sees another tattoo.
can't imagine..
if i'm gonna be in bangkok now, how great is that?
tattoos and piercing are damn cheap there...
Maplestory is getting boring..
Any new games to introduce, ppl?
Finally an off day that i'm at home..
Mapling, cleaning up the hse, bathe for rusty..
Attempting to groom him somemore..
but it really hard to cut his fur..kept on yelling at him till i no voice.
wat a workout today..but i have yet to clear my wardrobe..
plenty of clothes are all like ransacked..too many that i can't wear..
but all still sitting inside..time to get somemore new t-shirts..i could hardly find a t-shirt which is not always wore..i'm sick of those clothes!
Friday is here again..
how fast the earth is spinning..?! long tiring daytime,short & fast passing nights...wondering when is the end of world coming..?
everything seems to be turning bad.. Tsunami,Rising of oil prices,Hurricane ..
how can i compare myself to those?
Mercy on them, god..
Things about ME21 JulY
faithful Cancerian
hardcore Clubber
god damn Alcoholic
full time Dreamer